friendship has rules and i don't wanna break them...sometimes is hard to understand them, but there's always one reason why...when you yeld at me i said thank god!!!!

porque?POrque agradeci?porque me deu a coragem para entennder que ete nosso mundo ja nao existia, que entre nos, nada nunca seria saudavél...o respeito nao existe mais...o sentimento é forte, a vontade de perdoar é muita, mas ja nao sei se isso é justo para mim....para ti....porque la está, ha coisas que se perdoam mas nunca se esquecem....no entanto eu prefiro isso a esquecer mas nunca perdoar....

The Forever Friend

On my own, but mostly the savannah,
Where the tumbleweeds fade away and die,
Before the glassy sun burns a summer of crystals,
The glistering waters of the high seas
Of which was so far a place as of where vultures roam.
I looked around but you weren't anywhere...
You used to say that you would never die,
But I took the wrong meaning into my heart.
Now the sea is wild with despair,
Deep blue like a prairie of flowers blue,
Where all children of God rest in eternal peace.
I saw you at the end,
You and I, sisters of nature,
Sisters of heaven and earth,
Your usually calm and heavenly eyes full of tears,
Bitterly falling one after one into a river,
Then the river of life turned red in blood.
My eyes watched in horror.
Slowly and deadly your heart became poisoned,
You disappeared without saying good-bye,
Not a word came out of your mouth.
You became like desolation in its grave.
When once the skies were a realm of stars
And the sun shone brightly in summer skies,
You were there to share the calmness;
But now I stand here in midst of the tall grass
And only the savannah remains.

by Artur Hawkwing